Fuck you Louise. You know how hard it is to get a job locally. It took you two months and you were fresh out of University with three years work experience and no history of depression.
I'm not fresh out of Uni. I have a history of depression and NO work experience.
You're a smart woman. You were planning on leaving me for a month. And it never occurred to you how difficult it would be for me to get a job? You really thought I could just wake up the morning after my fucking wife leaves me and just go out and get a job and pay the bills? How fucking naive are you?
HOW FUCKING SELFISH ARE YOU?
You've left me with no money, no means to buy food and pay the bills and all you can say is get benefits, get a job.
You know how long that takes
You applied for housing benefit yourself and it took you THREE MONTHS to get it through - remember? You applied in NOVEMBER and it didn't come through until the end of JANUARY.
How the fuck do you expect me to pay the rent and the bills. I am trying to get work., I am applying for benefits, BUT THEY DON'T APPEAR OVERNIGHT.
After all the years we've been together I DESERVE MORE THAN THIS.
I made have been a shit lately, but I also gave you a lot of happiness and a lot of dedication. I cooked for you, I cleaned for you, I tried to show you I loved you even when I was depressed and miserable. I tired my hardest in the situation in which I found myself to take care of you. I may have ended up being crap BUT I TRIED.
AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME FOR MY EFFORTS?? BY LEAVING ME HIGH AND DRY?
All those years I dedicated myself to you and tried. I know I fucked up but I tried. And now you leave me fucking stranded and just tell me "IT'S NOTHING TO DO WITH ME ANY MORE, I DON'T LIVE THERE."
All those years complaining how your father walked out on HIS responsibilities.
AND YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME LIKE I CAN JUST PICK UP A JOB AND PAY THE BILLS.
And you know I've been Ill, which make sit harder. YOU HAVE BEEN MY FUCKING CARER AND YOU JUST DESERT ME AND THEN COMPLAIN ABOUT MY WHINING.
FUCK YOU.
Of course I'm lost. I've been being fucking cared for and now I'm fucking stranded and you've hobbled me before I've even begun.
You tell me I don't give myself enough credit - I DON'T SEE YOU GIVING ME ANY FUCKING CREDIT OR RESPECT EITHER.
Post edited at 2:44 pm on May 13, 2008 by britishguy
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