I have two paths.

To the left is complete and total break down, involving hysterics. I would lose it. I wouldn't be in control.

To the right is complete and total emotional death. Blank slate. No feelings, no nothing. Just plain and harsh survival mode.

There aren't any other doors. There are of course doors after those doors, more ways to go, but I have to chose one or the other first. So what do I do? Not care, or freak out?
Because I don't have any other choice.

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I like piiiiiieeeeeeeee. -does happy dance-