My boyfriend lives so far and i only really get to see him once or twice a month. We talk alot on the phone, but it isnt the same. We've been together for 3 months now and we were friends for about a year. I want him there all the time, but i cant have him. He works alot and im at University and what makes it worse is he's going to be moving further in 4 months. A part of me is worried he'll find someone else when he goes off to university and a part of me wants to end it now. He's a nice guy and when we don't talk to him for a while i think maybe its time to end,but when im with him i just dont ever want to ever leave him. This often leads to me being rude or cold towards him, i just dont know how to deal with it. No one has ever treated me like he does, we go out and i feel special , the way he looks at me, the way he makes me feel,the way he talks about me to his friends and his mom. Even my mom loves him (okay off the point but that is a rare thing).He talks about how it will be when we are together properly living together and i love it it sounds great,but now im just loving the thought of it and when it comes down to reality he's still miles away!!
Another thing is i cant stop thinking about his past relationships, incounters with girls (if you get my drift) the stories he's told me etc , it seems like he's changed alot though, i guess i should just trust him.
is anyone is a long distance relationship? How do you cope? helppp
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