Jared, is this new kid who I flirted with on his 3 week here and kept close to. He would always flirt back and at Assembly's he would sit at the bleacher above mine and I would put my chin on his knee and we would talk and giggle through the whole thing. But now one of my ex friends wasn't happy to see me happy with a guy (she doesn't even like this guy and has a boyfriend). He rides the same bus as her and he was asking her questions about me (which was a mistake since she is my EX friend for this reason, jealousy and shit) And she told him I was a skank and slept with tons of guys and have 2 stds. Now we don't talk as much and I have given up on him. He keeps asking out random girls and is really being a douche.

There's also a guy named Clint who lives in a town 15 Min's away from us. We talked on the phone for a long time, he knows what I look like and I have seen him at a few basketball games, but we haven't done more than talk in person. Now he is being a perverted bastard and keeps asking me to come over to his house to "have fun" which according to how he has been acting lately we will just fuck and he'll never talk to me again. I give up on him too.

Other guys found out I slept with ONLY ONE guy, who just so happens to be kinda popular and skaterish. I'm not a whore, far from it, I just really liked this guy and things happen. Now these other guys won't leave me the fucking alone and want an "experienced" girl since most of them are virgins. I tell them to fuck off but I have no idea how to get rid of these annoying little boys.

There is tons more drama, but I don't feel like typing it all out, I'm too tired. All I want is a loving relationship but I think this school is making me out to be a whore and a bitch. And that's far from what I want..I want high school to end...3 mores years of this bullshit...and I just started...

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Screw u drifting..you crazy little bastard.