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I've hit a new low...
Replies: 12Last Post July 25 1:11pm by St Jimmy
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As as things start to pick up, my life starts to get on track. Everything just comes crashing down once again.

2 years ago I had attempted suicide. Had a passer by not called 911 when they found me on the sidewalk passed out, I would be dead. The reasons for my actions cant be counted, there were far too many factor's. My brain was a ticking bomb just ready to explode, and it did. It seems as if this is just a vicious cycle, as I feel like I am in the same position I was 2 years ago.

I try to hide my feelings and pretend everything is going to be alright, for the most part it works. Until I just get overloaded, and everything surfaces.

It just took one last thing to set me off. Suddenly those thoughts have returned.

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what happened?

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Why do you feel so depressed? That is the main problem.

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I'm sorry, I know how you feel.

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You need to know you aren't alone. And it is not your fault, you need to reach out before you do something you will regret.


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You must have by this time realised that bottling evidently gets you nowhere. You have seen the consequences, and nearly paid the price for it. I'm not sure whether the factors that affected you the first time are still affecting you, but this is about finding coping mechanisms, and fast. But you need to identify each of those factors and then work out methods of managing each one. Without knowing I can't tell you how, but I can press upon you the importance of it. Otherwise, without help, you need to look at that sidewalk, cause you're going to be there again.  

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if you want to talk, im here for you.

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Hon I know the feeling trust me.

But you can't just pretend nothing is wrong, there's nothing wrong with seeking help.



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I can understand why you've turned to suicide- sometimes everything just feels.. hopeless and stupid.

But one thing that I've learned is; it only takes a day for everything to turn around. I don't know what makes you feel this way, whether it's a big specific problem, a problem thats the foundation to all your other problems, or maybe it's just everything.."

I wish I had better advice =/ Whatever it is.. everything will play out eventually.

But don't bottle it up. It's ok to be depressed. It's ok to be sad.

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Quote: from JustLetMeCry at 9:13 pm on July 24, 2008

But you can't just pretend nothing is wrong, there's nothing wrong with seeking help.  


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I think that part of your problem is the fact that you are hiding your feelings and pretending that everything is going to be alright. Keeping your emotions, feelings, problems, issues or whatever bottled up inside you is the worst thing that you can do. All of this stuff is what leads to the "time bomb" feeling and all it takes is one little thing to set you off onto the wrong course. Talk to someone or something when you're feeling down or frustrated, and get it out of your system. When I say talk to "something" make it something like a teddy bear or some inanimate object that you can yell at, hit or whatever it takes to get the emotions out. It may seem silly talking to an inanimate object, but it's a good stress reliever.

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Neo, I dont know if I can help or not, But I know what you mean. Once I was reminder of an ex, that i had in my internet lapse time, when I wasnt on. I toook it out on someone I was getting close to. For along time, she put up with it. One of the things I can think her for.

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I'm not going to ask what happened because I know how hard it can be telling a complete stranger. I hate my social worker and family support officer so I am not going to say get proffesional help.
    Remember your friends who can give you a hug and tell you that everything will be ok, even if it won't. Try not to spend too much time on your own because then you will think too much and do something silly. I don't know about you but I tend to do this.
    If you have any hobbies like music or playing video games then try and busy yourself with it. I know its hard at the minute because its summer and no doubt you have more spare time on your hands.
    Don't be scared of crying or letting out emotion infront of people, I did this and ended up slicing my arms open. I'm nto proud of it but letting others know what your feeling is a big step towards squashing them. I know it sounds cheesy but it works.
    I don't know what your probelm is so I can't do anything for you and can't tell you what will help but this advice will hopefully make you feel better in yourself.

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