it doesn't sound like you're ready if you're that worried about that though.

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yeah it will absolutely pain teh first time ..

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this sounds nasty, but if your turned on enough, and wet enough, it shouldnt hurt.

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not nasty...but i do get really wet when he does other things to me...so maybe it wont hurt as bad?

Anyway, since you're going to do it, just know that it probably won't hurt that bad. Do you use tampons? If so, your hymen is stretched a bit. Which will help.
Try fingering yourself a little bit. Yes, this sounds nasty, lol, but it will help.

It will probably be more uncomfortable than actually painful, the first few times. Then it will be ok. You won't have an orgasm just from intercourse, though. He needs to give you oral or use his hands or something for that to happen.

But, i know how you feel, your hormones are raging, so just having sex, even if it doesn't lead to orgasm is going to be pretty exciting.

So, yeah, DEFINITELY use a condom.
and good luck ;-)

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