I'm so broken
so confused
scared of what I don't know
and you won't tell me
how you're feeling
will you ever let me go?
I can't be held down
I refuse to wait
no, I won't be held down
no longer trusting fate
I'll break these bars
I swear I will
free from loving you
I've waited too long
for love back
but you never came through i want you more than ever
but I can't read your mind
its driving me crazy these games you play
just want to leave it all behind
I'm trapped in this fucked up situation
with no where to go from here
I see your gun and you're killing me inside
this bullet of wonder and fear
I hate the words you speak to me
I hate the person you make me be
I hate how you think I'm so tough
I hate how you don't know enough is enough
I hate how you think every thing's fine
I hate how you don't respect what's mine
I hate the way you look in my eyes
I hate the way I can't read your lies
I hate how this is all a game to you
I hate how I don't deserve the shit you put me through
I hate how I've tried to be done with it all
I hate how you continue to watch me fall
no wonder you think I'm stupid, intelligence I lack
because what I hate the most is how I still come back