Problem 1-my bro did somethin where the postal service(cops) raided the apartment....(my mom told me C.P) then the computer is now being monitored... Problem 2- I was being stupid on Stickam.com, and i was going into rooms, then i thought, Im gonna take a shower on camera, its a good way to get random girls to like you
then, i get caught by this brother...and he snitches, mind you hes like 30.....-_- and they start saying shit like why were you doing this and spazzing out...then i lie and say "it was a dare from a friend".....then they start with the pedophile talk and shit, mind you, MY BROTHER JUST GOT THE HOUSE RAIDED for being a suspect of that. Now they are talking about me and shit, and trying to keep quiet......the monitoring people called saying "Dont get on stickam" and my mom is saying shit to my sis and the snitch brother, like "they are probably investigating" and my anxiety issues are getting really bad now, my stomach hurts and i wanna vomit, i dont wanna eat and im hungry, im tired but i cant sleep, and worse, my mom is saying things like i could get my brother arrested, and she could get arrested, putting me in Foster care....
I JUST WANT IT TO STOP, AND IF I COMMIT SUICIDE, IT WILL STOP. COMPLETLEY.