now i despise being alone

all because of my ex-friends

they screwed me over big time (it's a flippin loooooooooooooong story....if ur interested, u can pm me)

and now every time i'm alone, i can only think about all the hatred i feel and all my built up emotions. i can't fully enjoy my peaceful alone time because of those selfish, disgusting people that used to be my friends

i wont be happy untill i get justice

i want to tell all of them each and everything thing they did wrong and why it's wrong and how much of hypocrites they are and the list goes on

i can't take my mind anymore....gonna explode....and when i do, it's will be on them

i want them to trigger something. i want one of them to screw up so that i ca have a justified reason to go off on them.i want that so bad. so that my mind can be at peace

i know a lot of yall are gonna be the "lets hold hands and be friends" thing by saying "doing that will not help you, blahblahblah...." oh believe me, it will. i will feel soooo much better