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Replies: 5Last Post July 7 8:31pm by SLe3piinBeAuTii
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I'm so tired of this. My mother is crazy, by which I mean clinically insane. She's been through every treatment around, institutionalised on emergency holds three or four times in my memory but never really gets better. Her brain is completely addled, and I know she can't truly be held accountable for her actions... no matter what harm they cause me or anyone else, but I just HATE her.

Even when I've been out of that crazy house almost a full year now, I haven't truly escaped her. She keeps calling me, harassing my brother and I, threatening us and screaming at me, and I can't stop it.
She called me last night and told me that I'm an abomination against nature and that people like me should be put down. She detailed what she thinks, at the very least, homosexuals and other "abominations" should be restricted to in conduct, such as never reproducing, having no contact with children (this came about because she got notice that I watch my niece sometimes), shouldn't be allowed to own property, ought to be held in containment facilities (along with her other favourite targets - immigrants and hippies) and marked with a visible insignia identifying us to the public at large.
She suggested fire-branding, a nice touch on the insane little diatribe, considering she gave me a nice taste of what branding would be like when I was under her roof. I know it's completely mad - but that doesn't make it hurt less.

I'm just so tired of it, and the ramblings of an insane woman shouldn't rattle me, but they do, and sometimes I think I'm going to go insane. I go from being relatively happy during the times when she's not inserting herself into my life, to sick with depression the moment she does something like this.

God. Why doesn't she just go join those freaks in Kansas? They'd probably get along great. She hates fags - they hate fags. She hates Jews - they hate Jews. She hates America - they hate America. It's a match made in heaven.
Well, not heaven. Maybe purgatory.
FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK FUCK.


1:13 am on July 6, 2008 | Joined Sep. 2007 | 255 Days Active
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oh hun, i know how you feel, the only difference is i have yet to escape.. though i am counting the days. i wish i could tell you it will get better, but that would be a lie to both of us.
the only true words of advice would be to make something out of yourself to prove her wrong, make meaning out of your hurt, PRODUCTIVE meaning..
bleh, and just because i feel like sharing my tragedy..
http://vampirefreaks.com/journal/Xbleed-to-breatheX
it's nice to know you're not the only one <3

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It sounds like she would have gotten along great with Hitler.

I can't even imagine how much that would hurt. Mentally unstable or not, it has to be hard to deal with. My parents aren't especially happy about me being a dyke, but they've never said anything as horrible as that.

The only thing that I can think to tell you is to try to ignore her. Remind yourself that she's insane and don't talk to her. Ignore her calls, change your number, whatever you have to do. No one should have to put up with that, especially from a parent.


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There's a lot of people in my family who are... sympathetic to her sentiments, even if they won't say them to my face. No matter where I go, she finds my number. I flat out cut my phone line, so now all I have is a mobile, which I can thankfully screen, but if she shows up at my door again...

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why are you so obessed with 1 incident in  Kansas, could have happened in any city, any country?

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stOp lettinq her qet to u! She's not okay =/ ...


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