I don't know what to do. I mean, this time I really fucked up. I fucked up so much. I fucked up everyone's life - everyone that I care about. I fucked them up. I'm in tears right now.
I've lost someone that I really care about. I've hurt a good friend. And I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I fucked up big time and I'm feeling like shit.
Right now, I really don't deserve to live. I told this guy that I was a screw up. I told him way before he got anywhere near me. He didn't fucking listen.
I'd bet you know now that you should have listened to me.
Post edited at 10:05 pm on July 4, 2008 by Anonymous