Spank you :) x

I try and i try but i fail,
No happy ending to this tale,
Just a story 'bout a girl,
who's lost her way in this manic world.
She thinks back, far back,
to days when everything seemed black,
beaten, abused and made to feel small,
but at 6 years old she should've stood tall.
Remembering times she looked after herslef,
still too short to reach the shelf,
so she ate whatever she could find-
you didn't care, or seemed to mind.
On to the day she heard that crash,
whisked away in a flash,
saw your face covered in blood,
stood deciding- bad or good?
After, you still went back to it,
The pointless life you found so shit,
Swallowed it down and lay in your dirt;
She'd had enough of being hurt.
So she decided to get away,
Fed up of living for yesterday,
packed her backs and out the door,
there was nothing for her anymore.
You came to seek her, she was found,
So she had to come back around,
Back to the life YOU made for her...
She had no choice but to go under.

And now we turn to you who lied,
The one who had a troubled mind,
Who really, should have mothered her,
But you couldn't stand where you were.
Seeking attention through all your despair,
Making up lies to see if she cared,
You chested, you stole, you hurt but you loved,
But sometimes that just isn't enough.
Ironic, how you came to your end,
Your lies your undoing, left without friend,
Found dead in your bed, and she never did say,
I love you mum, and now it's too late.

Three years on and times endured,
This girl's still standing but she's not cure,
The only reason she's alive is hope,
hoping that she'll find a way to cope.

So I'm leaving behind this girl who cried,
I'm leaving this place where she faded and died,
I'm leaving it all, for better, for worse,
So now I'm saying "Hello" to the world,

A Brand New Girl.

Spanks for reading

x

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Tidal waves they, rip right through me

Spank me hardah babehh, the way I like it. YEAH!

and i say spank u more :)

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Tidal waves they, rip right through me