so idk where to even start with this. grr I'm fuusterated and on the verge of tears this very moment.
You see till about a month ago I was still a virgin, contrary to what I led several to believe. I had never done anything but cyber and have phone sex. I was a little goody goody and I planned of staying that way because everytime I even started to fall for someone I would get seriously hurt. I had givin up on anything serious. I resorted to being a lil phone slut (I wouldn't be surprised if I had talked to some people on here...) I would go on these internet chat sites through my phone and meet guys to talk with... I somehow managed to meet tony though. tony and I started talking and I dropped contact for a while... I thought he was odd... I went out of state to go see my father who I hadn't seen since I was about 5 or 6 and because the situation between my mom and father is very tight she and my step dad kicked me out and told me not to talk to them... so I moved in with tony... he convinced me to give him head and now I'm addicted to sex with him... he took my virginity and I think I'm pregnant.

here is where my subject'll make sense. I want a baby so bad it's not even funny. I've been told I can't have kids but I swear I'm preggo..I can't afford a baby right now though... I'm prolly gonna have to give it up...that will kill me and I don't know what to do.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IN MY SHOES??? oh btw my bf is now my fiancé if that helps anything

If this is for real......you need to wake up and realize what you're doing.

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