when I'm surrounded by people. I hide it though. I feel like I'm not good enough or something. I've been in some messed up relationships and I want to get back to my healthy state of mind. I just feel like everybody's judging me. I want to just be myself. My ex denied his emotions in front of other people and it kind of rubbed off on me. Now I just want to rub that off too.
Could I just snap my fingers and be like I use to before the relationships? Because everthing's has to do with your state of mind?