I honestly cannot stop thinking of this girl!!  i am 17 and started a 2 year Business course in college a month ago and she was the first person i talked to, she seemed like the sweetest person from day one, on the same day i found at lunch i found out she had a boyfriend    it kind of made my heart drop but i still wanted to be her friend and maybe bide my time.

From then we have talked in some lessons and once she even asked me to go library with her because the teacher wasn't in, i felt she obviously only asked me was because her boyfriend was still in class but i went along and we had fun, found out a bit more about her, we had a laugh then along came the boyfriend to cause an awkward moment  

She seems really close to him and he is Filipino just like her so i think i am at a loss.

I feel like her alternative, when she can't leave the lesson and go to him she asks me to go get something to eat etc. but she is always texting him either way...

She also giving me mixed signals, i wouldn't mind just to be her friend but sometimes she is sweet other times she blanks me, maybe its becoming obvious i like her??

But when i get home all i think about is her, today i couldn't even sleep right because of her and yesterday she said she would add me on msn but she hasn't yet and it makes me  

WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!??

I have never had a gf mind you and i am not the most confident person, most girls i like seem way to beautiful for me same as this one really but she is driving me nuts. Is it just a stupid little crush?? am i being stupid thinking we should already be good friends after just a month? or am i just plain crazy?? lol

thank you for reading this, i applaud you if you did as i know it is probably boring as hell but if you did read, thanks in advance for any help.

But of course getting in the middle of a relationship is a bad idea in itself, and you should respect the relationship going on. You can be her friend if you like, people can do that, but that guy deserves your trust as well. If he really had his way, he would try to cut you out of the story altogether to eliminate you as a threat to him, but he isn't. Don't give him a reason to regret that choice.

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i don't wanna be the alternative and hang out with her just because here bf ain't around but i can't help it, just can't say no to her so that's what will probably happen...  

but i seriously need to get her off my damn mind! its ridiculous... i was even thinking of getting her something on her bday on Nov 2nd but that would probably be stupid... man i am sad lol i bet she doesn't even think of me once outside of college....

thanks for your replies anyway, any others welcome.

Post edited at 7:01 am on Oct. 7, 2008 by Anonymous