I go to school with my older male cousin(I'm a female.)

I already have a lot of family problems, and I just don't think he cares about me, to top it all off. The only reason that really bothers me is because I don't think anyone really cares about me.

So, my friend and I have come up with a cruel but easy way to find out if he cares about me. Tomorrow in the class he has with my cousin, him and his friend are going to be like, "Did you hear someone got in a car accident?" "Yea, I heard it was *My name*."

And then see how my cousin responds to find out if he cares or not.

I know it has the potential to be really cruel, but I have no other way to know for sure. :/

Do you think it's too mean?

Slightly mean if he finds out.

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I was a fetus once. [: