I am hanging on with all my might but i keep slipping further and further towards insanity, i can see it below me sucking me in, i am never free. i know what will happen if it takes over, i will self harm, but the further i fall the worse i will get, i am going mad. I can't stand the lies, the fake face i put on everyday, the pretence of being fine. There is a war going on inside me and i am losing, evertime i think i have advanced it was just an illusion.
I AM NOT FINE! I AM GOING INSANE!
I want to cry but it is like all my tears have been locked away, like my body has been drained of tears.
Too scared to talk about it.
Sorry but i just needed a rant