slowly lead to my demise,

because they eat me away,

everyday i hold them in.

i could never begin to tell you,

it would lead to so much pain,

you couldnt understand,

so dont try to hurt me more.

I really thought you cared,

could lead me from the dark,

but now the dark has lifted,

and im just a remnant of my past.

once again i was misled,

to think you were my friend,

and as my world comes crashing down and my tears turn to droplets of blood,

id like to leave you with this guilt,

because you became the girl i loved

i am a bisexual girl, and this is about the first girl i really liked. today i found out that she was being fake and really didn't like me so i wrote this.

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If love is an uncontrolable emotion why do i hate it?