We've been together for a long time. More than a year, more than two years even. He's convinced that he'll marry me one day. We both say that if it should ever happen that we break up we'll remain best friends. That'd be torture for me, because I donT' know how to live without him, how to not hug him, how to not feel his hands on mine for comfort... That is where I need him...where I always want to be there for him and always want him to be there for me.
He's helped me through so much, is still helping me through so much. He goes to therapy with me, he visits me in the hospital when I did some bullshit suicidal try...
I love him. so very much.- I can't imagine life without him, but sometimes I wonder...is this it? One man that I met at age 16? I feel bored, but then I realize that it doesn't matter...I love him.
Is it natural to feel bored after 2 years? It comes and goes, but...